Tuesday, May 6, 2008

the last letter

从曼谷回来和这些日子以来,我没有主动连络你,也没有向你表示对你的眷恋和爱依然还在。。。
曾经被你深深感动过。。。
曾经真的觉得和你在一起很幸福。。。
曾经天真地以为我们会就这样在一起到永恒。。。
曾经我相信你说的每一句“我爱你”。。。
可后来的事,一切都变了。。。
我们变得很陌生。。。感觉很遥远。。。
那时,我早就知道我已失去了你。。。那个最初的你,那个深情跟我说“我爱你”的你。。。那个紧握我的手说不会放手的你。。。那个令我好怀念的你。。。
我的错就是舍不得放手。。。一直在原地等待。。。希望有一天你的心会回到我这里。。。
我一直都在等。。。一直都希望可以得到你爱的坚定。。。
有一天,你突然变得倍感温柔。。。
我欣喜若狂。。。
可幸福真的很短暂。。。
发现你其实心里一直住着另一个她。。。
没有勇气问你,也不敢把这件事拿出来和你讨论。。。
只好忍痛,读了一篇又一篇你写给她的部落。。。
看着你写下你有多爱她,你会守护她,你想和她在一起到未来。。。
我有多难过,你知道吗?真的很难过。。。非常难过。。。
失去了安全感,我开始变得不再信任你。。。
开始讨厌那样的自己。。。
曾经想好好爱你。。。
也曾经对你带点恨。。。
现在,对你还有一种淡淡的爱。。。
可是,既然现在你的感情已有了新的投靠,那我也只能祝福你。。。带着这淡淡的眷恋和爱,我也只能离开。。。不,是我应该,必须离开。。。

P/S: 不要再撒谎了。。。

Friday, February 1, 2008

remember me this way~

31st january...a great night spend with you though only for a very short time...i'm happy enough = )
appreciate those moments spent with you these days...

had experience of first time shopping with you...it makes me feel closer with you...
it's been a long time never holding hands in hands with you dy...and i felt little nervous yet happy when you hold my hands that day...my heart did beat rapidly...

you may question why i am so lame,always ask you silly question...act silly...
i'm bullshitting,i know that..is just that i dun like we remain too silent for too long...
the atmosphere seems so weird and i just dunno how to respond and i want to close the gap with you...i know that the way i apply is wrong dy...give me time to fix it ba = )
wish to lay it fine and everything gonna be alright?!
and i would love you to hold my hands...you know why?
it makes me feel more secure and safe and to make you mine...hahaha =p

thank you for the V day gift and i'm lovin it!
thank you for the memories~ thank you for making the days together with me...
might be going back hometown for quite a long time...
i'm gonna miss you lots and lotssss....
remember to miss me too wor~ and your 'son' is gonna miss you too =P
will bring him back for CNY..or else he gonna be lonely here...pity him ler~ LOL

*attached are some crazy pics of me showing off the gift from you...hahaha...i know that i'm
pretty lame~ forgive me...just want you to remember me tonight.



being together with you,it really put a smile on my lips.

i.love.u!muackssss!!

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

My ever first so called "love letter" = )

VandY storY~hehe =p suddenly Vihn come out with this sort of idea of shared blog...then here we are V(Vihn)andY(Yi)...never thought that the combination of our name will be such a girlish name of 'VandY'...actually should be 'TandY' laa...coz Vihn's last name is 'Tatt' and my last name is 'Yi'... =p and thanks for the song-'I do ( Cherish You )...i repeatedly play the song everyday = )i'm touched for every single lit that you had done for me...thank you and just to tell you that i'm happily in love with you...hehe~

Remember that I told you that I'll scold the person for being late...late to meet me and fall in love with me?Till the day i met you,i did scold you once before...now,gonna scold you for second time...haha =p


You made this our circle...so,promise me...to stay in this circle with me,don't go away wor...

Days passes by...and each day,i'm praying hard for our love to last...
I may not be good when come to relationship case but i am mean to learn...We can definately work things out and lay it fine if we did it TOGETHER...
We belong to you and me ~
I appreciate every moment that we spend together...I wanna collect every memories that we share together and capture down vividly in my mind,my heart and my soul...

*Valentine's DAy is coming...really looking forward to spend our ever first V day together with you...i start counting the days dy lorh...haha =p even day dreaming and smile while thinking about it...so hor,u better don't make me down arh...hehe~

Monday, January 21, 2008

First Chapter

err..what should i typed here..not really familiar with blogging thingy..well..i guess blogging is kind like diary right?delaying alot of time to start this story actually..should have start it ages ago..felt sorry to my beloved xin yi indeed..im apologize to you with bottom of my heart..sorry that kept you waiting so long time..thanks for the sacrifices you had made..im appreciated..

i told you to give me some time..its really come true right now..although its late..but your sacrifices won't just wasted like that..i can feel..i can see..and i know..now finally i've settled all the unneccessary burden with me..im free now..hee..please..im not that busy though..err..just once a while..ok..yaa yaa..im admitted when im into my job..im freaking pissed people around me..hmm..give me a little bit more time to change..this is the hard one..real hard one..no promise for this..but one thing i can promise you..i will really spend some quality time to create some precious moment for us..

i think this is the good beginning 'speech' huh?heee..good things will continuously coming in..i know and im sure!sui poh..make sure you did your part..haha..anyway..good luck for your coming exam..don't push yourself too hard..just try your best..result doesnt mean everything..everything is what you have give..=) -hugz- (p/s: no kissing in public) hahaa..